Poetic Tragedy

A Surprise

2006-11-04T14:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was suprisingly surprising.haha.We the 2J people planned a suprise day for Marc. For him to be able to feel happy and comforted despite everything that has been going on for the past few months. We planned to meet up at Wendy's and the rest is history. We then ate at DQ.SM for chips.And Everest Experience to Merville. Gallardo's photo/video scandal.Siksikan moments at the back seat. Paul's random hirits. Tekken. Swimming in the rain. 10ft. experience. Baraha-an. Talks.Laughs.Food. Dinner care of CJ. CJ's 7th bday. Potato Coach movie moments. Gladiator. Lake House.

I hope that everyone had fun. Thanks to everyone who made it possible. Kristian. CJ. Paul. Jam. Jalasco. Gallardo. Coralynne. and ofcourse the man himself Marc Calansingin.:]

Marc. We hope that you did truly had fun and you were able to feel a great joy for everthing we did for you.We love you! :D
Your thank you meant alot. Walang problema samin yun. basta ikaw.:]

Sa uultin :]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

A not so long way back to memory lane

2006-10-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

October 3
Kristian celebrated his birthday. So that very Friday of the week, he treated us out at Fridays.:] Though there were only a few of us, namely, Marc, Ronald,Toch,Kora,CJ and I were the only ones there, it was a such a good feeling to have a time of catching up and experience once again that time that we used to have during our past year. A small gathering, at a short time means a lot to me especially when I'm with my friends. It was such a great feeling to have felt it once more.:] It was fun having hearing stories, laughing at the same things and just seeing the view of everyone else's smile. And for Kristian, one again.thanks man.*hug*haha.

October 16-20
PT week.Cram.Hell.

October 20-21
Camille's Birthday Celebrations.
[Pictures would eplain it all]
20-MOA
Lunch.Skating.Bonding:]
Fell flat on the ice.Solid.Hurts like ICE.haha.:] A fun and new experience for us :]
I'd be glad to do it again.:]
Sleepover at Camille's.<3 food, stories,pictures.:]Great night:]
21-Island Cove
Swimming was fun:] A good time for bonding and refelction:]
Sun shining. Tan lines. Slides. Pure FUN:]

October 22
WWE Smackdown

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Unauna Kayakaya ASUL ASUL

2006-10-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

All the hard work payed of and it feels good that we did work hard for it. Though the past weeks were tough, the feeling of being able to get that certain happiness meant a lot. Masaya makakamit ng isang bagay na pinaghirapan mo. And that's what we felt during those last few minutes of the competition. We were at the height of our jubilation and we all lift that up for each other and ofcourse God. Masarap ang pakiramdam dahil alam mong nanalo kayu dahil sa inyung pagkakaisa, pagtitiwala sa mga sarili at sa tulong ng Diyos. And might I have add a special thanks to "extra joss" too, the batch's energy booster. Sa mga oras na iyon, maging sinu ka man, kung magkaaway man kau, I'm sure pare pareho taung masasaya nung oras na yun at walang galit galit sa atin. This is what I love about the cheering. The whole batch really makes the best of what he/she is para lang sa batch. I'm just so grateful and thankful to everyone who work the butts of for this. I really felt that we are whole as batch especially when we all prayed at the hscc*power of your love*. It was such an amazing feeling. Tuwang tuwa aku sa squad. Nakakabighani kau panoorin.:] I'm sure lahat tau lagpas tenga ang mga ngiti ngunit wag nating kalimutan..*Paa sa lupa* :] Congratulations to the Tribu and ofcourse sa lahat.:] I really do admire everyone for everything that they did. I'm sure that we all did our part at our very best.:] Daghang Salamt sa Tres at mahal na mahal ko kayung lahat.:]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Smile Upon Thy Face

2006-09-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

The LAST Saturday of Props Committee before the Cheering Competition has finally come to an end and yet we still have so much to do on the succeding days left. It was a day of work, heat and more work. Though this day started a little too harsh, it ended with so much joy. The bond between Kristian, CJ, Kora, Marc and I were still there. I missed them SO much especially Marc. I'm glad that we were able to spend time together again. I really did appreciate it.:] Though we see each other everyday at school, this day was waaaay different and waaaay better. We first watched a movie, then afterwards spent good old times at McCafe. Having around those four guys around me, made me realize how much I missed having those long talks, and hearing those random laughters after every second. It seems that, just being able to be with them in those hours made my past few days or even weeks so complete. It is what I call, a breath of more than just fresh air. It was something that made my heart leap with so much happiness because the longer we part, the time that we are able to be together becomes more and more meaningful. I just missed every single bit of it. There are no words to describe to what I felt. Though this seems shallow, I am so much grateful that I have friends like them and still do have them.:]

photo:friends_by_mejjad

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

illicit

2006-08-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

I thought I could handle it but I couldn't
I pretended I could, but I failed to
It was killing me inside in so many ways you can't see
It was dreadful but I hid the obvious

I felt guilty, I felt wrong
It was all mixed up and I was confused
But all I hated was me, because
It made me feel complete and even longed for it
which should be nothing at all

My heart is asthmatic when I'm with you
and I mean this not in a good way
Everything made me weak
You left me shaking and hands tied

I was scared of loosing what I was afraid of
I'm afraid of loosing it and still be longing for it
This is me making myself a joke
This is me being a big fool

I am too young to deal with this
I want things back to the way they were
I don't want this deceitful world revolving around me
Things are so fast and I can no longer catch up
Yes I am a weak breather and I can't handle it

So, will you please go away
because I just can't play with this game

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

rockestra II

2006-08-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

A night of music like no other. Modern Music plus the Manila Symphony Orchestra :]

.:Performers:.

6 Cycle Mind
Urbandub - Breath Taking :] The songs were well chosen, but the best one was "A City of Sleeping Hearts" *saludo*
Hale
Up Dharma Down - With or without the orchestra, the band still plays like no other :]
Itchyworms - Happy Valentine's Day! Good Perfomers.Fun to watch!:]
The Dawn - Legend! :]

*picture with Paul Yap, bassist of Up Dharma Down. Idol! :]

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Blowing Candles

2006-08-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to my great great friend Maria Coralynne Altamira Abuel.:]
Last Friday, she had a perty at her house to celebrate her birthday. I had so much fun. It was a blast. Good job hosting a party mate!:] That day completed my week because I pretty much saw a big smile in your face which I know that party meant a lot to you which made it mean a lot to me. A lot happened that night. The magic sing-alongs. Alvaro's Kurt Cobain days. The captured memories. The poker games/ hi jack! The table arrangements. The Nacho Chips refilling.haha.[mga style namin ni Kora] Our birthday singing for the birthday girl. The non-stop captured memories. The clubbing under the tent. The Jamina scandal. The round 3 trip. The "almost" bulunan moment. The jamming sessions. The asoteo moment. The arrival of the punkistas. The dota boys. My favorite..the "ice water" and taya taya-an running.[It feels great being a kid] The ghost stories. The revelations, gapangans and everything that happended that night. Though it was raining that night, it didn't stop us from spending the day like there's no tomorrow.:]
To Kora: Sana ay nakumpleto namin ang iyong araw at sana'y hindi mo ito malilimutan sa pagtagal. Sana rin ay natulungan kita at sana'y nasiyahan ka sa araw na iyon. Naramdaman ko ang tuwa mo at ako nama'y natuwa rin para sa iyo. Nakakamiss na agad noh? Wag kang magalala..uulit toh.:] Basta't para sayo.:]*killer smile*
Magpakasaya ka naman ngaun sa mismong kaarawan mo. Mahal kita kaibigan. Daghang Salamat sa lahat!:]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Hard Day's Night

2006-07-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

A week with 4 days of weekend and just 3 days of classes? Well, that's new. Reason: Glenda. So I guess, our exams would be moved by a week.Ow well.More Time longer burden. Moving on, yesterday we had half day. Hooray for us! Some of us went home first then afterwards we went back to Makati. Krisitan, Cj, Kora, Bea, Marc, Charles, Toch and I watched The Break Up. It's a good movie. But quite a cliff hanger. After the movie, we went straight to Hard Rock for a free entrance. We watched Up Dharma Down and Sugarfree. Up Dharma was still awesome. They really changed the OPM scene. Hail to Up Dharma.:] and they performed quite a longe set.woohoo.:] Sugarfree was great too. They're good stage performers. Especially Ebe. He's quite the comedian.:]The show ended at 12am and so, we left. A nice time for us to bond.:]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Hard Rock

2006-07-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

Last July 8, Saturday; Kora together with her parents, Toch and I went to Hard Rock to watch The Bloomfields live. We arrived at Makati around 8 I think. But the show was still at 9:30pm. The three of us started to hang out first. Toch introduced us to his brother Kim and her gilfriend. Then of we went inside Hard Rock. We had put chit chat moments. The dessert was mouth-watering. Large cup ei? *toast* haha. That night was really something. We also had our doole-scribble moments. We wrote things we said on a piece of tissue because we can't hear each other because of the band. Damn. The band was so awesome. It's Philippines gone Beatles.:] There's none like other like The Bloomfields. The band has such great and unique composition of members and they're are really talented. The drummer was just extreme in his own kind of way. The bassistwith his own groove. The guitarist and his own world. The other guitarist with rythms and the organits gone star wars. They are so gifted.*saludo*:] They had a long set though. We weren't able to finish watching them. We arrived home at around 1am I think. That was a night at Hard Rock with The Bloomfields. Awesome.:]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Cozy Aura

2006-07-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

Another week end to treasure huh? Ofcorse. Because in a while, another week would start and I don't want to. School has been doing quite well, I mean; I'm a lot comfortable in class not like before. But the class is somehow a wreck. There's too much chaos, too much noise and it's unbearable. Our adviser has just been absent for four days, and the class was very uncontrolable. But last Friday, it seemed that the Mass affected us. The class was very much quiet and attentive. Suprising. Atleast somehow, we learned our lesson. Teachers getting mad at us, telling us to keep quite and to behave appropriately. Atleast that day, we did. *phew* Thankfully. And at the end of the day, we experienced brownout. Luckily, it was almost the end of class. weeeee. Of we go to Glorietta again; Kora, Kristian, CJ and I.ehehe:] Our Wendy's trip was such a laugh. Krisitan pasimuno.haha:] I love it. :] After, we went back to school and spent quality time there. We also spent time with CHU. We missed him. Plus the purple crayon was fun. The arm wrestling and soccer watch. Sarap sa school. Ang cozy.:] We left school at around 6 30. Sarap.:] Plus, I took a picture of Kora, Kristian and Cj. Trying hard Photographer.haha.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Breather

2006-07-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

Time in school seems so long but so short. Confusing? Yeah it is. I have just been in school for three weeks but seems to be forever. For one thing, time inside the classroom..feels to be so long. Up until now, I still don't feel that I belong. My only breather are my friends. The auro in the classroom is quite lonely and depressing. But I have to admit, it's quite progressing comparing to the first two weeks. School now is giving such burdens. Third year is such a pain in the butt.haha:] I think we all agree with that. Atleast somehow, the class is starting to bond. HOPATHON was such a boost. haha. Though I fell flat face on the floor. And even got a bruise on my knee. But what the heck, it was fun.:] I have to give credit Third Year for that.

JULY
Yesterday, a bunch of us went to the mall to watch SUPERMAN RETURNS. We were Kristian, CJ, Patrick, Reyhan, Marc, Bea, Kora, Vida and I plus Marvin joined us too. The movie was not that great but it's ok though. It just lacked action. The story was nice though. After the movie, Patrick and Vida left while Kora and Bea went shopping and catched up with each other's lives.ehehe:] Good thing I wasn't with them. So, I was left with the boys, and yeah..what else to do but..food trip.ehehe.:] As the hours grew later, Marc and Marvin left to play dota and Kristian left too. So, Bea, Reyhan, Kora, CJ and I decided to go to McCafe and just have a peaceful talk. It was fun though. The place was quite cozy. Then, around 830, Kora and I went home. A good breather from school.:]

School again tomorrow. Crap.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

LOST

2006-06-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

Almost a week ago, I and the rest of Jamina's friends went to her house to celebrate her birthday. At first, Kora and I felt a little isolated. But then, as the night became older, Marc, Patrick, Paul, Fitz and Gallardo arrived. We felt a little boost. Special thanks to Alvaro for making that night chaotic, random and so much fun. :] Mga baraha games. Mga STRIKES. Lagpas tatlo na.ehehe:] And in Jam's room..soul to squeeze. Bluff. Our lying on the floor.SAYA.:] Hindi na siya natuto moments. That night was really something:] When we already had to go home, actually proceed to Meville, there was AMINAN sessions.ehehe:] What happens in innova stays in innova:)) Plus, the drag race. :)) Go Fitz. Saludo.ehehe:] Ow well papel. That night ended just great. sarap ng feeling.:]

Third week.
Same old.Same old. But then again, much more pressure. This isn't getting fun at all. Ow well. I still have to wait. Still, days just pass by so fast. It's preety amazing that is's already Friday. Atlast. REST. But atleast, my week ended just right. Still fun though. Plus, I MISS PLAYING MY BASS.:[ oooooooo.tomorrow.SUPERMAN.weeeee.:]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Different Worlds

2006-06-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

The FIRST week of school just ended, and guess what? I don't feel like going to school anymore. It seems that I'm not feeling very comfortable or homey inside the classroom. Maybe because we're just new around each other but then again, even the subjects, I'm not feeling it. When I'm in the four corners of the classroom, it seems to be that I'm a completely different person. Inside the classroom and around the hallway, it seems that I'm stepping on different worlds. One seems to be full of freedom and so carefree and the other, not so much. Honestly, when I wake up every morning, the only things I look forward to are morning, recess, lunch and dismissal. All of these are because of my friends plus Masi ofcourse. But everything else, I just feel so incomplete when inside the classroom. I don't have that sugar-rushy feeling anymore when inside the room. No more assurance, none of that same happiness I had last year. Hopefully this year gets better. I HOPE. I'll be passing by my Junior year very miserabley and incomplete if this feeling keeps on going. I'm so glad that it's Friday today. Because we do have an early dismissal and I'd be able to spend time with my friends. Fortunately, Kristian, Kora, CJ and I went to Glorietta to but some school supplies, eat and just enjoy each other's company. Plus, we also saw Sir Balgos quoating "Oh my god, 2J" which was very sweet of him. We miss Sir Balgos.ehehe:] Maybe I am reacting to much but still..I just miss the old days. *sighs* I miss my Sophomore year. ALREADY :(

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Flashback

2006-06-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, Ate had a birthday party because she celebrated her birthday last June 8. That night was fun. I also had some friends over, namely Kora, Kara and Andrea. When Kora arrived, we had so much fun. Pillow fight? But I was the only one throwing pillows at her. Defenseless are yah? ahaha. :]Later on, Kara and Andrea arrived. We had so much fun though we just sat, ate and talked. Plus me being RED and itching. ahaha. :] That was GREAT. ehehe :] That night was just filled with great noise of laughter and joy. :D

Moving on. Yesterday, I went to Kora's house. We played Poker together with Danah and CJ. Stations of food? Damn, I missed that. ehehe.:] That night was so much fun too. So much enthusiam, chaos and clean fun :)) We also ate mcdo for dinner. Yummeh. We were really full after that. Too bad Danah mised it because she went home early. Plus the Dark Vader wearable and Kora's vanity blues. :)) And that was how I spent my Saturday.:]

Today Ma, Ate and I went to Mass. The nice thing about it was that we saw the orphans right next door. We knew them because Ate observed them yesterday. At the end of the mass they all gathered around ate and hugged her like they knew each other since forever. The sweet thing about it, is that they did the same thing to me. I felt sad at the same time because it felt that they didn't want to be let go. They seem to be attached to you even just meeting you for the first time. I felt sad because I myself, don't want that feeling. The feeling that you want to belong into a family so bad but then, sooner or later you'd realize that it isn't happening.

*Kung pwede ko lang silang aalagaan, gagawin ko*Pagnakita mo kung ganu sila kasaya makakita ng isang tulad mo, mararamdaman mo kung anung naramdaman ko*

Plus I bought my bass.weeeee :]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

06.06.06

2006-06-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

A Tuesday was held yesterday. And for the 6 of us; namely Kora, Cj, Kristian, Marc, Toch plus I, it was a day out. We went out to watch The Omen. The movie wasn't scary but rather a sit-hopper. In simple words, it was more of a shocker. But our day didn't end after watching the movie. We still went around stores and getting "the look" *peace kora*. Our day also included chaos, but in a good way and might I say..a-HAMMY-feel. Sugar rush everybody? ahaha :] I think we felt that way because it was so much thrill to see again the people you havn't seen for a span of timea and you would really know that you DO miss them. Though there were misunderstandings, guilt and foes gained..everything ended in a smooth feel. Plus star-starring moments. Including Ira and Japs. Plus CJ's Mike.Cigarette Stick:)) At the end of the day, we all got home. Kora stayed at home for a while. And that's how I spent the 6th day. :]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

TeatRock

2006-06-03T16:47:00.000+08:00

A Night to Remember. The last leg of teatrock. Save the best for last. Thank Yous.
Teatrock = FUN! :D

pictures

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When was the last time you did something for the first time

2006-05-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

I experienced somthing new last night.[since technically it's already 1 am]. Ate and I were sagalas. Sagalas are people all dressed up walking aroung during Flores de Mayo. I spent half of my day at the parlor. I had never worn so much make up in my face. And I have never had such a big hair before plus so much hair spray. It was really something definitely NEW for me. And something I have never done..walk with a gown on, with people gathered putside their houses. The night was hot and people were on the streets. Looking very excited and their eyes looking at every girl all dressed up. I felt all new and such an amateur for this. People staring and taking pictures..I was caught in a moment feeling "whoa" there. To project, smile and walk properly..these thing are my, might I say weakness. But it's amazing how you see people smiling and looking ow so joyful. But honestly, this isn't something I would be doing again. But I am thankful bacause atleast I experienced a when-was-the-last-time-you-did-soething-for-the-first-time feeling. :D

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

I.Alone

2006-05-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

Were there days that you just wanted to sleep so long so that by the time you wake up, there would be less time that you'll be alone?

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Perfect Weather

2006-05-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

It was May 13 2006[Saturday]. The typhoon was alive. The wind was strong. The air was shaking cold. The night was young and I was celebrating my birthday. In this kind of weather, I was surely grateful to still have my friends with me during those hours. A surprise came to me when 2 of my friends arrived 2 hours earlier. I was lying in my bed..planning to sleep again and then my phone rang. They were outside my house. Namely Charles and Toch. I was really glad to see them. Though the rain was drizzling hard..they came. And to think that Charles is from Cavite.:] Thank Yous to the both of you. Thanks for the company around that time. The singing. The stories and the plucking of the guitar. As the night went on..people came and came. Joe.Aaron.Kora.Pao.Kristian.Kara.Andrea.Ceejay.Jamina. Though we were only few, I really did have fun. With that kind of weather, I was so thankful that the still came. It was heart warming. It really felt great. I was happy. The card game was awesome. I had a blast. But to the downside, I'm sorry if there were moments that silence was in the air. And all we could here was the wind sounding like waves. And the feeling of the ice cold air. I still hope that you all had fun. I'm sorry if I wasn't such a good "host". This was just my second time having a party. And the first one was when I was 1 year old.haha.:] Funneh. I'm glad I did this house party. To the greetings, the gifts and mostly for the company. That night was perfect. Though the universe didn't go along..to me..it seems so perfect. Those smiling faces..the loud laughs.:] There's nothing I want more. To those who wished to came, but weren't able to. I completely understand. I am still thankful. Sorry if the your rides home were a bit hassle. I'm really sorry. But having you all really placed a big grin on my face.:] I love you all for being with me.:] With all of these, the typhoon didn't seem to exist anymore. Because everything for me, fell into place. :]Special thanks to my everyone and my family.:]

Photos ---> birthday

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

questions to FEAR

2006-05-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

[I wrote this a little earlier in a piece of paper]

It's 12:40 in the morning. I decided to write on this paper. Why the sudden urge? Well let's just say that questions have been running through my mind. Questions and thoughts like, why all of a sudden write these thoughts? Funny how I ask myself that. The fact is that, maybe somehow, I want to answer these queries of mine pilling up in my head. Is being a kid hard as it is being an a grown up? Are there times when we are torn apart between two things or possibly even more?and how are we going to get out of it? Am I too weak to still be existing?[Am I just writing this out of boredom?And that, I can answer directly, and it's NO.:)] Being a kid is not much different to being an adult. Maybe after reading this line, your eyes became a lot wider. Well, just think..problems are made by people and not the other way around. So why think that bigger problems come when we are a in such old age? In my case, I don't think it happens in such manner[atleast now I don't].For instance, school is tough. It isn't just about stamps, stars or grades that you earn. It's more of the knowledge of building ones character and gaining wisdom from within. But then again being a kid isn't just about school. It's more than that. One is started to be exposed onto the real world. Well maybe, on such surreal perspective first. Between those years, being a kid..being at school, one learns so much from it and grow what they are now because of these certain child years. This isn't battle between ages or generations for that matter, but otherwise, it is more about realization or somehow a little truth. In times of being a kid, we battle with enemies, our friends, our fears and with ourselves without even realizing it. We are sometimes caught between a bunch of bullies eager to pick on us. And the next thing we realize, we are hanging upside down on the flagpole, find ourselves in the principal's office, fail several exams or even be troubled with our bestest friend. As a kid, I do screw up. But then, should I just sit in a corner and cry myself to sleep or possibly cut myself to death?[ironic for me to say this.haha:)]. To some, that maybe their greatest answer, but they forget that the still do have a choice. To me..this isn't my way. Somehow, I admit..it was somehow I used to be. Sometimes, I still do ask myself, would I return to being this person that I hate? And thankfully, I've been making good choices. :) Messed up as it seems, I am in a much lesser level might I just add.:) Maybe, most of you might say that parenting is so much different and difficult from this. But let me ask you, we see now..those that we look up to, including our parents..were just like us kids. They've been through all these throughout the years. And the reason that they stand before us is that because they were molded by their childhood. Maybe I'm not completely making sense on all of these, because I am still a kid, still learning and loving it.:) I know not of everything that lies ahead of the future and surely one can't compare childhood to maturity, not even adulthood. Because as a kid, we are adults to our own dreams, aspirations and even to our own kind. And as adults, one is the child like image to their very own spouse. But FEAR is maybe what made me think and write all of these things. Am I just pretending that my adulthood would be just as the same as my childhood but with just bigger number of age and more wrinkles?

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Learn

2006-05-09T15:06:00.000+08:00

Learning is not having good teachers or getting high grades for that matter, but it is rather loving what you learn even if it does takes forever.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Ironic

2006-05-05T00:51:00.000+08:00

It's funny how you long something for so long, and in the end you'll just take it for granted.

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Recalling the Unsaid

2006-04-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

I think it has been 2 weeks since I last updated this thing. So it seems. Ngaun lang naganahan ulit.ehehe.:] Last April 19 I think, if I'm not mistaken..Kara, Kora Kristian and I went to Glorietta. That was a great day. Bringing back to old days, and realizing how you missed one another.ehehe.:] We watched Tristan and Isolde which was really a good movie. It has a somehow romeo-and-juliet-concept. It is a tragedic love. It makes you feel so much pain..I loved it.haha.:] We alos watched Eight Below just because of Kora's Paul Walker.*Can I hear a BOO?* haha. :] Kidding. It was a long day. Got home around 11 sonething I guess.

Tali Beach
Last Saturday, we left for Batangas. We went to Tali Beach for our family bonding days, We stayed there until Sunday. Just overnight. The place was good. Peaceful you may describe it. Not much of technologies. It's a time to appreciate natura at it's best.ehehe:] My almost drowning moments.haha:] One thing to learn from nature huh? Stupid girl.ehehe:] It was a good vavation. Though it only lasted for 2 days. It's nice to have your family with you. :]

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Aeroplane

2006-04-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

CJ just left for U.S. He'll be back by May 10. We're gonna miss yah dude. Thanks for texting before leaving, though I was still asleep.ehehe.:] Ow..plus, he brought with him Fun-Shine Bear and Thanks-a-Lot Bear.haha.:] To keep him company that is. Gonna miss our long chats and talks.ehehe.:] Plus our new addiciton *icon haunting* haha.:] Owww.I forgot..my new name.ehehe.:] CLAYrie. *weepee*:] So yah. See yah in 38 days dude.:]

Anywayz, for the past few days I've been exercising with the use of jumping rope. And now, my legs feels like hell.haha.:] Yah, it hurts. Damn, I'm really bored. Later.

Currently Reading : The Orange Girl

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Bahay Bash

2006-04-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

We got our cards today.[let's just pretend i wrote this yesterday] haha :] Well what can I say about it..pwede na? ok na. :] Awww. I miss the ambiance around the school. Ambiance lang ha. Di yung lessons. Ofcousre the people too. UY Ms HOngz..andun na. Not preggy anymore. Sir B.aus.ang kulit.ehehe :] At Miss Agor? ahaha. Kulit.nakakatuwa.ehehe:] And off we go to Kora's house. The trio. Me, Danah and Kora. Changed plans ei? Movie Marathon nalang. Yours, Mine and Ours and Memoirs of a Geisha. Nice movie. :] Gamble Gamble-han. ehehe. *wins* Twister hair pa. Cam whore moments. As what Kora likes to call it. Owww. And dinner at their house was so yummeh. Shrimps with cheese. Damn, its good.haha :] Ang aking paguwi urong ng urong. Una 9 tas naging 10. haha :] ang saya.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Heard of Conscience?

2006-04-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

A day not in Makati huh? Amazing aint it? haha. For a change. Kora, Cj, Kristian and I went to Libis. *whoa* Something new may I say. We had our lunch at fuzion. woohpee. Fuzion = Love. haha :] Afterwards, we just looked around, discovered the place then afterwards watched a movie. Nice theatre. I like the chair. Rocking isnt it? haha. :] After the movie, we were suppose to proceed to rockwell, but unfortunately we didn't. Why is that? Heard of Conscience? Yep. A simple word but can do much of your thinking. haha :] Sorry guyz.ehehe :] So yeah. Preety much had a fun day today. :]

Got this shot at Libis. While I was staring at the sky, I just decided to get a little snap shot. So here it is. Ika ko nga..

"Every step needs to be appreciated, basta't tumingala lang and you'll find the perfect shot."

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

To realize one's destiny is a person's only obligation

2006-04-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Kuya Nico's graduation. It took preety long hours. But it was ok. Congrats kuya. woopoo. He'd be going to college.;] Plus, those long hours were worth it. Dinner was heaven. I looove Japanese food. Kamameshi House, my saviour.haha :]That was my first meal of the day. haha. Afterwards, we proceeded to Coffee Bean. It's really good there. mmmm.yummm :) So yeah, I went home with such a full ful stomach.haha :] So that's preety much it.

Today, I had my toenalis painted. African Plum again.ehehe :)

Currently Reading: The Alchemist

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

First of Summer

2006-03-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was officially the first of summer. But is it really? With the rain going on and everything? CJ celebrated his birthday.*woohpee* :] Happy 16th. Thanks for inviting us to your house.:] It was simple but we had fun. :] Thanks for the food and everything. Sa ating house hoping.ehehe :] Si Boy Brip tlga. haha :] That's about it.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Iwagayway na ang bandera ng huling beses ng 2J

2006-03-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY
GRRRABBBEEHHH. We had pur last day today. AWWWW, Damn. Parting is really such a sweet sorrow. Wala ng 2J. Tapus na ang school year. Bakit ganun? KUng kailan huli ang lahat dun nagiging mas attcahed sa isat isa? Bakit ganun ang mga tao? They only realize its importance when its slipping away. Bakit di na tututo? Katulad ko.ehehe :)
Anywayz, to start of. Flashback muna nung Friday. Last week that is. That was our last day together as a class. I mean ung tipong regular class. Ung di pa exams. Damn. I already missing 2J. Grrrabeh.and drama.haha. I bet, this is gonna be a long post.haha. So anywayz, saya nung tanging araw na yun. Kasi freeday ang halos lahat ng sections. Medyo 2c,d,e at j lang..thats us.ang may pasok. Pero saya :) Bonding moments. At medyo solo namin ang hallway. Saya! haha :) Kewl Pare :) May mga tugtugan blues at touch ball moments pa. At pati ba naman ung pin cushion na TOMATO ay pinagtripan. haha :) Kakamiss ang lahat ng ito. Plus, English was fun. With the hearts, stars ang circles. Great idea. English two singing off? NOOOOOO. Can't be.awww. Gonna miss my teachers too. Yeah. You heard me roght. Sir Balgos ofcourse. Co adviser that shifted to be our adviser. FUN :) ehehe. Ang bait din ni Krisitian. Salamat ng marami tsong. He treated us at Yellow Cab. Dahil last day na daw. Ang sweet.ehehe. Ang saya nun. Moments with Ronald, Kristian, Kora, CJ and Marc. Ang saya nung mga oras na iyon. Marc ang kulit.SAYA.haha :) I <3 that day.ehehe.weeeee :)Hinding hindi ko yan malilimutan. ATTACHMENT = 2J. Hindi ako makapaniwala na mapapamahal aku sakanila ng ganito. Abay grabeh na ang drama.haha :) Plus nung, Paul and his fone. Grabeh saya rin un. Guy with the yellow shirt huh.Ano? Field nalang tayo?haha. Di dahil nanakawan..dota kc eh. Pro spending time with 2J again was so much fun.
Nung MOnday din ang saya. MEdyo aku lang ang babae.haha :) Salamat cj sa paguwi. And ang saya sa printing office. together woth chu and alvin and daniel. aaww.gonna miss pinching alvin's cheeks.awww. red :)
Moving on.
Today was really fun but at the sama time depressing and emo-itic. The whole kapisanan proceeded to Glorietta. At the start, dami namin. But we ended up..tatatlo nalang. Pao, me and Kora. Kahit paanu. We really had fun. We watched ice age 2. Awww. Pat, Gian and Marc. Afterwards kung saan saan na nagtungo. Walang energy mode. BUt then, nung nag FUZION kami. whoa. Kewlness dude. Plus the captured moments.umm..intsik aku? haha. Loves it.At ang enerhiya, tumaas ng grabeh.ehehe :) Saya pare. KHit 3 lng kami. :) Plus, katuwa rin si charles. Ummm..tatay kita?ehehe :)at toch..buti naman at muling nagpansinan na tau.ehehe :) At ang aming last stop, sa red lane. Ang aming best friend rings.haha :) Katuwa :) This day was really fun. Bukas ulit..One of the boys nanamn. But so much fun.haha :) Ay naku.lecheng merville yan.. MASI..bkt ka umiinom? tsktsk. haha. Awww. Di na masisislayan :( Ang araw na puno ng saya ngunit sa likod ng mga ito ay puno ng kalungkutan dahil sa pagkakahiwalayan. Bright side. Summer na. :) ehehe. Gonna miss everyone. Damn!

*is this the beginning of our last dance*

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Hands are shaking cold

2006-03-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

This week preety much flew a good direction.ehehe. Just depressed though abput school stuff. About next year. Hint hint..comelec.haha.
Yesterday. I was with Joan, Charles, Patrick, Marc and Alessa. New crownd ei? ehehe. We watched Vendetta. Political huh?ehehe. *the people shouldn't fear the government, the government should fear the people* IDOL! Marc at Jalasco, pinupuri?ehehe. GRRRRaaabeeeehh. :) House of the dead 3..shot gun pare. Lupit.ang saya.haha :) Plus we celebrated kuya ian's bday.abay 26 na sya.haha.
Today. We practiced for our English play.ehehe. Sinu kaya dyan main character sa d? hmmm...grrrabeh.ang kulit mo.haha :) Katuwa.Afterwards we watched a movie. She's the Man. Nice. Soccer mode.ehehe :) Lupit ever. And who could forget..the gb3 moment?haha. Towards the end of the day, me and kora got our energy back. weird huh? Fun.
Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Red Mode

2006-03-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

I love this day[partly]. The fact that when we were in the third floor. haaaaay. :) The fact that during lunch *nguya plus beat mode sa table*. The fact that hallway *lingon moments=wala mode + pula mode*. The fact that during dismissal time, nasisilayan parin.:) But then, sa lokod ng lahat ng ito, aku lang ba ang masaya? Dahil kung saan man aku lumingon, nakikita ko ang mga itsurang malulungkot. Mga loobin na punong puno ng kasakitan at pagkakamali o kaya naman kasamaan ng loob. Ang tanging solusyong lang dito ay tiwala at komunikasyon. Malulutas din yan. Oras lang ang kailgan at konting pagkakaintindi. Basta alam natin ang totoo.

I had my 2nd bass lesson today. And this time, with an actual bass. *wooohhhhh* haha.
I must admit, it is more difficult. Yan, May panibago ng akung exercise. ehehe :) And new songs to play. And also now, notes too. haha. :) Lamat po master.ehehe :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

So blessed I can't contain it

2006-03-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

Over.
Songfest is done. Damn. I'm gonna miss our practices.
We started our day with Science then English followed. After recess, we practiced at the Theatre for the blocking.sabog?haha. Afterwards, practice naman sa gym plus words of inspiration from Sir Balgos. Go Sir "B". Then, costume change and make up?*eye liner*ehehe. Prayer ofcourse. Then we proceeded to the Theatre. Backstage. whew. *kaba mode* Lamig sa stage.haha. Prayer again. Ofcourse. All for GOD. :) Before we know it, kami na.halah ka boy. GO PAT! Galing ng intro. Galing kasi magsalita eh. The Best Jalasco! and CRY ME RIVER! *weeeee* GO band :) Go Cj, Go Tere, Go Alvin, Go Daniel! :)
We enjoyed it. Medyo may halong kaba. Pero feeling namin sabog. pEro sabi nung iba aus nmn daw. Kaya relieved kami kahit paanu. Medyo mahina lang daw. Pro contented na aku.ehehe. Congrats to all the winners.ehehe :) Go new bestfriend.ehehe :)Lupit ng steps natin ha. weeeee. :) Happy mode: when we exit to the theatre. Ofcouse, MASI.haha. Kristian..we envy you.haha. Sorry CJ if we weren't able to help you. So, afterwards, since we wpuld be picked up late, Kristian, Kora and I proceeded to GLorietta. We ate at Wendy's. MMMMM.Yummeh.ehehe:) Ikot ikot. Then back to school again. ehehe :) Good day! Weepee. Learning the basics in Bass. woopoo. fun. And new discovered talent. ehehe. GO MIKE! :) weee. and now Cj on the Phone.ehehe.weeepee.done.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Embrace

2006-03-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

...GRUMPY mode. Honestly, I hated this day. Maybe part of it. I didn't know why. Maybe I just woke up on the WRONG side of the bed..but whatever. I just didn't feel like..normal? So, we started our day with our year level mass.awwww.last one. The mass made me feel a lot better..perhaps, relaxed my mind..which was really good. We also had our songfest practice.haha. me and my tantrums?ehehe.kasi nga naman.Pasensya nalang sa lahat.Naaawa lang naman aku kila kora and ronz. Lalo na si ronz.sweet 16? bkas.haha. Na mention pa tuloy aku sa blog ni patrick.ehehe. So anywayz, enough about that. After our practice, we went to Glorietta to celebrate Ronald's bday. Maraming Salamat kuya.ehehe. Towards the end of the day, I feel much lighter but then again still burden..but now with school works.

Burdens:
- Research Chapter 2 + Defense
- Science Long Test
- Songfest [practice on mon. till 6]
- Social reaction paper
- Health drug addict interview

Damn. I fear to go to school this week.
Boo. I'm gonna miss reading books. These past few days, I realized how much fun reading book are. I think i'm attached.haha. I've done reading The Little Prince, FLIPPED and All American Girl. weepee. I <3 reading.weeeee.

Hoping to have a better day tomorrow. Really tired.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Politicaly inclined person?

2006-02-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

open you mouth.squeeze some whipped creme.add some chocolate syrup.spread some sprinkles.and you'll feel much better.i wished life was that simple.

Sa sitwasyon ng bansa ngaun, sa totoo lamang, ako'y natatakot. Kinakatakutan ngunit ayaw magpaka takot. Madaming tao ayaw pumasok bukas, ngunit ako, napapaisip isip rin. Sige, sabhin natin na kahit paanu ayaw ko rin. Ngunit, kung sa kinalalagyan ng Pilipinas ngaun, I would rather go to school and know that our country is in good situation. Kung anu mang nagnyayari ngaun, sana di na tumagal at di na dumagdag pa ng dumagdag pa. I fear war, chaos..these restless political issues. It's official. No classes tomorrow. Another day at home with much silence but with so much noise outside.
Has our country fallen into darkness? deceit?

I hope life was just so simple. Damn.

FATE reveals the remedies.

Weeeee. Done with The Little Prince. Simple story yes so deep. I think our world is full of those people. The King who rules but then again powerless. The Tippler who drinks to forget.

So many people, so many minds but so many fears.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Arms raised tonight

2006-02-24T15:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wasn't so bad. Actually best day of the week. Why? Because dreams do come true.haha :) Nuf said. and Wendys.weeeee.haha. Science was also fun. Abah gantihan sa pag bunyagan ng mga sikreto? haha. Fun. :) weeeeeee.

Darn day today. I wished we had classes. What's up with the military uprising? dang. Sayang ang pagising ng maaga. Ang pagligo ng maaga. Ang pag suot ng uniporme. Ang pagsuot ng contacts.Ang mahimbing na tulog. SAYANG.haha. Matinding lungkot ang naranasan ko dahil sabik na nasabik akung pumasok. Kora was already here so she decided to stay. So what we did was go online afterwards 02Jam.weeeeeeee.haha. ADDICTING. Afterwards, we decided to watch Shutter. Scary pare.haha. Also we delivered Mcdo.weepee. Twister Fries and Mc Chicken. Then, we decided to just play uno stacko. old school?haha.and scrabble afterwards.haha. We also played card games in between. And who wouldn't forget..phone moments? Kasi naman. Next time pakibaba ung phone. haha. Sana lang di ni MASI sinagot.ehehe. And ung class pics pa pla. hmmmmm.boy BIMPO? ehehe. About 2 Kora left. So now, I'm all alone.ehehe.

Currently Reading: The Little Prince

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Parked Car, This Night Sky

2006-02-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

*Phew* What a day yesterday. We had our field demo yesterday. *alas* taerobics.all done.awwww.gonna miss does practices. and combo 2. :( Kora picked me up at my house at around 6. Then off we go to school. At around 7 30 I think, we assmbled at the field because we were the first to perform. Good thing the sky was gray. The rain fell upon us. Luckily, during our performance the rain was gone. Afterwards, *weeeee. FREE*. Kora, Cj, Marc, Patrick, Bea, Vida and I were off to Tagaytay. But then, when we were in Sta. Rosa, we turned back. Long story. Hopefully ok ka lang bea. Sana wala naman nangyri. So we went back to school. So the rest of us, we went to Greenbelt. We ate at NSG. Together with Mike and Reyhan. After eating, we went to Redbox.ehehe:) Afterwards, we went to Glorietta. Then back to school again. Off we went to the Gym. For the concert. URBANDUB was great. DAmn. I still have my voice. Kahit tili na aku ng tili.ehehe. *booyah* :) SCORE! :)*FIRST OF SUMMER* Cj, alam nya na.yihee.sorry for the squishing slash sardine moment. adik lang kmi ni Kora.haha. Tayung tatlo lang may alam. Weepee. *MASI* :) Haaay. :) ehehe :)Mmmm.Sina boy tayu, boy tawa andun rin. ehehe :) May mga HD pla sa mymp.haha. Pati c boy palakpak.ehehe:) The night was over. Good news. We don't have classes tomorrow. haha :) *yeahboi* :) Before going home, Kora and I went by Starbucks. C ateH Starbucks naman eh.lakas mang bola. artista? haha.funneh bunneh. Such a tiring day. But fun too.ehehe :) *alas*

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

AMBER is the color of your energy

2006-02-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

Life has been good again. :) *weeeeeee* I have a good reason to smile again. :) February 13,2006[Write that down]. Mmmmm. What a good day :) Wala na tayong...ehem.haha:) Then comes February 14. *double weeeee* -damn its Hot- :) That was teachers day. Aga dismissal. Saya.haha :) So, we proceeded to Glorietta. I was with Kora and Kristian. We watched Fun with Dick and Jane. :) Afterwards we went shopping.ehehe:) Then, Kristian left. So we joined with the 2J. *Wendys moments* Kora and I got our energy back. *whoa. AMBER is the color of your energy :)* SCORE!Wednesday. Last practice.*weepee* Higaan. Hulugan ang shorts?haha :)
Today.haaay. :) *headbang* *AMBER*

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

I Greet the Morning Sky

2006-02-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

A week full of practices. Looking at the bright side, the sun literally burned us yesterday.boo.ehehe:) But then the nice thing about it is that we have less time for academics.haha.tamad?ehehe.:) Seeting the mood for college days huh? ehehe:)

Thursday: Kora and I went to Glorietta. She was suppose to buy jogging pants but then again, she didn't. SO we ended up just eating at Wendy's. Awwww. Miss those days.ehehe:)

Yesterday, after school, the so called 2J band had a practive in merville for the songfest. Kora, Ronald, Teresa, Daniel, Ceejay and Gian were there. Plus me. We had 2 hours. The place was so kewl. It has a dark but not so dark bar-ry mood. Coz it is a bar.ehehe :) It's a small place but it's so kewl.haha:) And it has a gym beside it.*ehem* Christian, musta ang work out? haha. Thanks for the recommendation of that place. :) Afterwards, we went to Ceejay's house. Me and Kora were the only ones left. So un. Usap usap lang. Thanks again Ceejay. Nice crib.haha. :)

These past few days, we've een eating lunch. Epekto kasi ng practice.ehehe.
-wala na tayong masilungan- *combo 2* haha :)

SCORE! :) NO research on Monday.weepee :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

For Never was a Story of More Woe

2006-01-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

Finally. ROMEO and JULIET.

Event: Romeo and Juliet
Place: AFP Theatre
Time: 8:00 pm
Date: January 28, 2006

The play was amzing. It was very unique compared from the other plays. First of all, Yanni Yuzon's acting skills were great. No wonder he's ROMEO. The way he delivers his lines [wowness.loves it] were perfect. He might be quite different from the other Romeos but his uniqeness made him stand out. The way he speaks and acts are really breath taking. You would really feel his angst and his passion while acting. To Ina Feleo as Juliet, you could also feel the passion. Plus she's not only a good stage actress but also a graceful dancer. She was really great. You could feel her pain and sadness and her real love for Romeo. The other casts were also great. The whole cast was perfect. The casts deliverance to the audience was very heart felt.*applause* I'd be happy to watch this play all over again.[ehehe:)]The play had a touch of comedy which made it preety much unique. The lines were also different. It was not the typical lines with much sophistication but rather they delivered it like it was for everyone. For everyone to be able to enjoy and understand it deeply. All in all I LOVE the play. :)
After the play, sponge cola perfomed a couple of songs. First was LUNES, CRAZY FOR YOU, GEMINI and lastly JEEPNEY. They did great. And for Yael, though he's sick, it seemed to be that he wasn't.[saludo]:) That night was so much fun. I was also able to take a pic with Yan and Sir Steven :) and meeting ate wella and ate jam :) Thanks for the company. To Kara too. :) Thanks for the great night I had. :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Paint the Streets in Blood RED

2006-01-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

WOW.Puh-reety random highly. Umagang umaga pa lang.LUNCH crunch was the best.[lunch crunch.the hell?]haha.Ang silipan under the table.Ang aking higaan sessions.haha.todo labu.HOME ALONE.ehehe.:) At wala pa kami nu Kora kinain sa lagay na yun. Hiningal aku sa kakulitan ko.haha.lalu na sa classroom.Wala na bang bukas para mag wala muli?ehehe:) The hand playing. The home alone charades. Basta ewan. Ang saya.haha:) And health time was awesome too.Droga? Hanggang ngaun nagtataka parin aku kung anu tagalog ng ZERO. Christian talga.Pinaisip pa aku. *Itlog.Isa.Dalawa..*haha:) High ka.Glucose ba napadami?ehehe:)

Dismissal: Treats. Inabutan ng ulan.haha:)

Lighter? naalala ko pa rin. Wendy's was fun yesterday.ehehe:) Kewl ness. loves it :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

The Music of the Night

2006-01-22T15:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a blast.[ehehe]
January 21, 2005 [Saturday]
Event: Alessa's birthday
Though we were few. We still had so much fun. [Alessa.Pao G.Ronz.Kora.Me.Gian.Paul.Paolo N.Nina.Anton.]We may seem few but with all the joy[ness] we had. It was like we were a bunch of gropcies.[ehehe].:) There was soooo much food.Thanks Tita.haha :) The Magic Sing made us alive.ehehe:) And Anton's Entrace? *total whoa-ness* [Bday mo, Anton? Semi-Formal ba?] haha:) That was so much fun.[ehehe :)] *Blooper Moments* with Anton Buan. *thunder clapping* haha :) And the Cali was unlimited.ehehe:) *Dew Drops falling everything comes alive* *weeeee* :)
TRIVIA: Cali makes you pee a lot.
Cali[pineapple] - 66 calories
Cali[low calories] - 10 calories
The food was great. Nachos.Yumm.Spaghetti.Yummeh.Chicken.Mmmm:) Thanks ulit Tita.haha:)
Alessa's brother, Jarred. Abah.May career na.May boses hah :) *Good work mate*ehehe:)
Anton - Di na binitawan ang Magic Sing
Quotable Quote: "Parang kanina ko pa hawak toh"[holding Magic Sing] - Anton
Paul nahiya pang kumanta eh.Gusto naman.haha. *yihee-ness*
Yesterday was really fun. :) Kewl ness :)
Kahit malimit, masaya kahit paanu :)
Happy Birthday again Alessie :) *woohoo* :D

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Ang Tulad Ko, Parang Timang

2006-01-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

Mood: Crappy
Thoughts: Hates this day. :(
Reason: Card - [Grades]
Remedy: Urbandub [Embrace]. Cali.
Almost did: Dating gawi. Cut and Bleed. Good thing I was able to resist.

*Lang Hiyang Buhay toh. Mananatili nalang ba Akong Tanga?*

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Ang pag-ikot ng Mundo

2006-01-14T16:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday [ January, 13 2006]
Event: Educational Outbound Program
Venue: Biak-na-Bato
Time: 6:00 am - 8:30 pm [from school to back to school]
Song of the Day: Spolarium
Been through: Fun.Education.Happiness.Kaguluhan.Kulitan.Bonding.WETNESS.Coldness.Gaining 2 pounds.Tiredness.Depression.Emoism.

Later that night: Lost a loved one. Lolo passed away. :(
Joined by our Creator.

Depressed, chocked and suffocated maze
I no longer have my state of mind
Sinking in my own shadow
Sunken in my own depth

No cut, no bleed, no scar and no pain
Can pull out this stab in my heart
The obstrusuve sound of army and siren
Broke out the glass, shredding to millions
To gasp the air I almost lost

I was impugn
The difference between importance and desires
didn't take me
I was false and ingenuine
I am my own enemy

This is what I have done so far. When I finish, I'm gonna make it into a song.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Nobela

2006-01-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

*Phew* First week[actually on 3 days] after the Holidays was not so bad.:) Last Wednesday I was pissed at some point because of the wallet incident[luckily I found it] but then again, looking at the bright side, I was able to commute bymyself from Makati.*whoaness* Big acheivement for me there.haha :) And my exam results, not so happy about it.*booness* So anywayz, here comes Thursday.Ahia's bday.:) First subject-->HE and it did not go well. Our dumplings *teden* turned into *anu yan quesedillas* plus some of it *sunog at hilaw*. Luckily I was able to make 4 good ones[kahit masakit ang mantika at nagtatalsikan* for Miss. And the Yang Chow *buti nalang umabot*.:) But then again our group was the last one to leave the HE lab.[sana lng di natuloy ung minus].Nagcram kasi la sariling stove.haha:)Plus kulang kulang pa ingrdients.Ow well papel. What's done is done.ehehe :)

Friday[Today]
> I <3 this day :)
> Song of the Day: NOBELA :) [haha:)]

Medyo *spending quality time sessions with 2J* kanina :) Alomost every subject kwentuhan :) After ng turo, pagtapus, kwentuhan blues nalang.ehehe :) *saya* *weepee* :) Daming kwentuhan. Ang ingay.haha :) Ow and I got a *star paperclip* haha.:) enks cj.ehehe:) Namumuo ang closenees ng class lalu. I <3 it.*weeeee* ehehe:) Pero and dami sa klase *EMO mode*. Mga namromroblema *tungkol ata sa mga pag-ibig* haha :) *EMOism* is what I call it.:) Next time kasi magpakabata muna.ehehe:) Daming mga bonding, opening up moments* ehehe :) And the Boys had Basketball Intrams against 2i.[sana nga lang nanalo kami]. Sayang. Kora and I weren't able to finish it.ehehe:) Ang saya rin nung *bench moments*haha:) Lalu na ung scandal humps.haha:) Todo.ehehe:) Sana kahit sandali, ung mga katabi naming namromroblema sumaya kahit paanu. So that was my day :) TGIF :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Volo omnes felicem novum annum habere

2006-01-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

The title could be summarized in 3 words.---> Happy New Year :) Happy new year to all. I had a good year :) I'm so thankful with the blessing I received. I'm so thankful with my FAMILY, RELATIVES, FRIENDS and my class too[2J]:). everyone that has been with me throughout the year.I'm so thankful and blessed. Kung wala kau..di ko lang alam kung anu na nagyari skin.ehehe:) Plus my inspirations. Ang MUSIKA na nagpapasigla sakin :)I know that I've been through a lot this year. Maraming kasiyahan. Kalungkutan.Pagkakamali.Nag papasalmat aku sa lahat ng iyun. I never doubt any second of it :) But get this, I promise myself na hindi ko na "SUSUGATAN" sarili ko. Inaalay ko yan sa aking mga kaibigan. Alam ko nagagalit na kau sakin dahil sa ginagawa kong iyan. Susubukan ko na talagang magbago. Di ko na gagawin para sa inyu *yiheeee* Ganyan ko kau kamahal.ehehe :) I wanna leave my past behind too. Lahat ng drama ko sa buhay at pagkaEMO ko.Titigilan ko na.haha :) I'm gonna try to be more..um..Optimistic. I'm gonna look at things half full.ehehe :)
I hope I started my year right. Maybe not but I hope I'm gonna have a better year with everyone I love. :) I'm looking forward to my everydays.ehehe:)

It's January 1, 2006. 2 days nalang. Pasok nanaman.*screams nooooooooooooooo* Yan..yan ang ayoko.haha :) Masyado pang maaga.ehehe :) I'm just happy na magkikita na kami ulit. Miss ko na lahat kau.ehehe :) Till here.

Happy New Year again :) *hugz*

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Something's Missing

2005-12-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

Haaaayyyyy. Today was a great day. :)[technically yesterday.23rd]ajajaj--->[new laugh.KORA?] I saw him and Yan Yuzon. Kaming magkakapatid, bought gifts na for mamzi and papzi.ajaja :) Todo bangag-ness kmi ngaun. Chat with CJ, Kora, Bea and Joe was todo FUN.ajaja:) todo bangag-an na tlga.ajajaj:) *Cmas spirit is it?* Joe ha.Rm ka na pla ha?ajajaj.nangangarap cla?asa.ajajaja:) sendan mo lahat g smile ha?ajaja :) meg cabot ka na rin pla?ajaja :) Hayyyyy. May Bato Bato Pik involved pa kming nalalaman. CJ? Panimuno? Clarie..*kidlat*?ngeh.anu yan..jke?ajaja :) yihhhhhhhheeee.Cj kita ko si Arianne.ajajaj :) Musta na ang roll up laughing smiley natin?adik ba? joots?ajajaj. nau aku lalaki?:)*mmmm.ayaw pa aminin?* halah.asarin ba daw ang sarili.ajaja :) Excahanging testis too. That was fun.ajajaj :) Bea, happy bday too.ajaja :) Buti naman magaling ka na :) *So anu guyz* set na ba for R&J?ajajaj :) can't wait :) *weeeepeeee* :) halah.nabaliw na nga ng tuluyan.ajajaj :) *yihaaaaaaaaa*?ajajaj :) Thankfully pinayagan nako ni mama.woohoo* :) salamat ma :)Ang cmas spirit ata dumayo samin at naging gnito kmi.ajaja :)

Anywayz, haaaaayyyy. Ang saya tlga :)
Happy Christmas and Happy New Year to all. :)
Happy Holidays :)
*Hugz*
God Bless. Ingat Lagi :)

- clarie :)

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Blinded

2005-12-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

I just made this one a while ago. Medyo malabu siya. Parang ineplainable. Let's say na self - explanatory na lang siya.ehehe :)

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Tonight, I've thrown myself into

2005-12-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

Christmas Party today.Uhuh.Yeah.You heard me right.Today.Saturday.Labu noh? Gawin ba namang sabado?*anu yan joke* Ang school nga naman talaga. Gagawin lahat ng weekends mo into school days hanggat makakaya. Anywayz, ayus naman ang araw na ito. :) Tuwang tuwa aku dun sa Spawn. :) Thanks for the drawing Charles. I love it :) Bora, for the UltraElectronMagneticJam.ehehe:) Ganda din ng rendition of Pare ko by SC. Todo solid ung * T*** I** * na pagkanta ni yael.:) CJ,salamat sa ring:) *woohoo* nahanao ko rin. buti di nawala. :)Marc, the spongebob necktie? so kewl pare.ehehe:) ang kulit :) at sa lahat na nagbibigay. :) Maraming maraming salamat.:) Yung performances sa classroom. *ehem* Gian.todo todo ha.ehehe.lakas ng loob mo tsong.hanga aku sau :) Also went to GB3 and G4.We watched Just Like Heaven. Tiring but fun as well.:)There's walaan blues too.ehehe.:) SO that's it.:)

meet SPAWN.Thanks Charles. :)

To everyone. Enjoy the vacation. Magiingat kau lahat. :) Gonna Miss You all. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :) God Bless. :) See yah all soon :) *mwahugz*

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

You're the laughter in my Silence

2005-12-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

" I' ll be your queen and you'll be my king and we'll be dancing all night"
enough said :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Ligaya

2005-11-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

We had our Recollection today togaether with section D. It was kinda fun. I learned a lot from it. Thanks to our speakers. Alvin Barcelona[and James Barcelona as his bassist] *master bahista* *applause sobra* :) la aku masabi :) Kewl pare :) Also to Sir Jeff. I like the drawing ha. Augustinian style.ehehe:) I like the giving of core values.ehehe:) I was so touched of one of the lettrs my classmates gave me *you are one of the reasons I had hope* awwww.so sweet. :) ehehe:)Tuwang tuwa aku dun. :) After the Reco, we saw Bora's STAR in the hscc. Nagbabasketball kahit galing inuman kagabi.ehehe:) Tuwang tuwa nanaman c loca.haha:) After, we walked in Dasma to go to Glorietta. And guess who we saw inside a van, CHRIS CANTADA.:) The cool thing is that, he saw us looking at him. When they started moving, he waved BYE at us.awwwwww:)so sweet.so kewl.ehehe:) Ang saya saya namin ni Bora ngaun.ehehe:) STARS.haha:) We bought gifts for Kara and Pao because of their birthdays and we bought each other Christmas gifts already.haha:) Aga pa.ehehe:) Atleast we cose what we like.ehehe:) We also bought empoy look alike. I named mine.KIM.haha:)I also bought a ring.ehehe:) We also saw Meirhoffer.[not sure of the spelling though] Player of La Salle.*animo :)* Tangkad grabe.ehehe:) So yah. Bora and I kept on speaking in english today. Don;t know way. MAybe we just felt like it. Dami rin namin napagusapan. Himala. Kasi dalas kaming magusap.ehehe:) I LOVE this day. We were Star studded.ehehe:) [anu raw?] haha:) That's it.ehehe:)

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22 at 22

2005-11-22T17:47:00.000+08:00

happy birthday sa aking minamahal na yael yuzon![hubby!] haha :) God bless! :)

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Cut my life into pieces

2005-11-18T20:55:00.001+08:00

*Blood before, are now scars. Pain before, are now marks.*

*My death was your missing part
And mine was your happiness
The only way to make you happy,
is for me to die
Death shall take me
and now,
We're both complete*

No classes last Wednesday. *woohoo* lucky! :) Watched Harry Potter. NICE! *applause* good work.good work. I love it. :)[though it has a sad ending] I still love it. :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Muli namang umihip sa akin ang hangin ng pag-iisa

2005-11-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

Today is Saturday. Beacuse its Saturday, we did our Science Project. Fun ain't it? But really, it was fun. The theme is recycled art. Our group, composed of Maria Coralynne Abuel, Clarieanne Aguilar[that's me] Ronald Gerard de Leon, Christian Mico Feliciano, Christopher Jaime Jalandoni, and Juan Miguel Jocson[whoa.full names.ehehe.] decided to make a lamp. A lamp designed as a GUITAR. Kewl ei? And thankfully, we were able to do it. The building session was fun but tiring at the same time. There were *loosing of breath because of laughter* blues. The *bunyagan ng mga sikretong malupet* moments. The *jamming* session. The *playing of una stacko look alike* times. The *tawanan* craze. And every little blues, session, moments and craze. It was so much fun.ehehe:) Though we had to work, the talks were good. We shared, we laughed, we gave ideas. It was kind of a, bonding moment I may say. Me and Cora became one of the boys again, huh? as always.haha :) But still so much fun. :) Kewlness. It's almost done. Only the triangle thing.*Woohoo* :) I like this day!:)

And, kaninang madaling araw, I was able ti see the UNA video. I like it. The effet and everything. The rain, the black adn white, everything about it. And Yael, *WOW.Breath taking* :) And Pupil's video too, Nasaan ka? It's a nice song. Abah, Ely Buendia.May highlights pa.ehehe :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

I Fall Alone

2005-11-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

A week after sem-break.*whoa* Time flies so fast. Anywayz, this week was full of quizzes. Mga apat na quiz isang araw.ehehe:) Good news is we don't have long test no more in exchange for much more quizzes. Yesterday and today, we didn't have aircon. BEcause of the power thing. It was not a good feeling, the heatness and stickiness.ehehe:) But the good thing about this is that, lahat ng tao nasa labas. Parang ang saya saya ng school. Parang ang liligalig ng mga tao.ehehe:) Lahat nakadungaw sa kalawakan.ehehe:) It's nice to look at. Anywayz, not a good day for me. Because of my grades. I'm not stisfied about it.Hate it. Sana makabawai at magpupursigi akung bumawi. *taps the gold eagle in front of the hs buliding and talks to it."minsan bumisita ka sa card ko ha.next time ha*ehehe:) Another thing, meron akong inamin sa isa kong kaibigan. Thanks for understanding.ehehe:) *I'll keep you my dirty little secret* lamat muli :) Hope my sadness, burden, pain and everything that concerns these feeling ends tonight.

The All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can t explain myself at all
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don t want to need at all

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight

A falling star
Least I fall alone
I cant explain what you cant explain
Your finding things that you didnt know
I look at you with such disdain

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight
Just a little insight wont make this right
It s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight

Now Im on my own side
It s better than being on your side
It s my fault when your blind
It s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you re the first to know

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Maligayang Kaarawan

2005-11-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a full day for me.ehehe:) Umagang umaga palang gising na aku. Around 5 30. Ate, Kara, Bora and I went to dv. We went shopping there. Bought some new things, new clothes. The place was packed. Dami tao, ang sikip.ehehe :) Afterwards, we went home.

Around 3 30 I started to prepare for Abby's birthday. It's a costume party by the way. On November, costume party?labu noh.ehehe. :)Bob Marley was my choice. Reggae mode :) We were gonna meet at Mcdo Glorietta para sabay sabay magcommute patungo sa bahay ni Abby. Kara, Bora and I arrived at Glorietta around 5 30 pm I think. La pa tao. Afterwards nakita na namin si Abby. We bought first prizes for the games.ehehe:) Then off we go. We rode a jeep. Then there. Abby's house. Kewl pare. Parang maze yung bahay niya.:) First thing we did was to change to costumes. So almost everyone were princess or fairies or whatever thay call themselves. Then we had picture blues. Ang walang katapusang pag kukuha ng litrato. Then we ate na. The food was delicious.:) So un. Then we sang the Happy Birthday song to Abby.:) [mmmm.sweet 16] ehehe :) Happy Birthday Yasmien! haha :) Si kuya ni Abby.haha.ang kulit! :) after eating we played Actions speak louder than words because words are written on paper[and papers are made of trees and tress are life and what is life] haha :) That game was so fun :) Thanks Abby :) ehehe :) and co-host Paolo.ehehe :) Stand-up comedy nalang eh noh?ehehe :) After that Magic Sing kaso nga lang sandali lang kasi naman nagbabaan sila at nanuod ng pbb. Tama ba yun? Tas after umakyat ulit. Tas we started to talk. Kwento ng mga nakakatakot na bagay. Scary dude. Then Kara, Bora and I had to leave na. Thanks Abby!:) Bait ng family mo. :) Happy Birthday.ehehe :) Salamat sa lahat :)

*for pictures*
*captured smiles*

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Where the Magic Happens

2005-11-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

It was EK day today. I was with BOra, Bea Louise[ehehe], Marc, CJ and Patrick. First off, we went to Petron. That was our meeting place. Next stop was Bea's house. Long story. And off we went to EK. It was rainy. Really.ehehe:) *sinung di mababaliw sa ulan*. Our first ride. Space Shuttle. *woohoo* so kewl pare. Sakit sa tummy..but ah like it.ehehe:) After..Anchors Away. Medyo masakit din sa belly.ehehe:)Bump cars too. Not quite sure about the order by the way. Then Jungle Log Jam. Afterwards, we ate Dominos. Again went around. Ferris wheel[spinnin moments], Flying Fiesta, then Riogrande[mmm.cnu kayang basang basa]. We waited around 30 mins. for that ride. So long pare. But it was ok. Then after,game mode. We were suppose to ride the rides again..ehehe:) but then the line was too long and some technical difficulties. So yah. That was preety much it. Medyong basang basa lang naman kami sa ulan pero it was fun.:) Pauwi..nagaawayan blues pa kami sa gasoline station. How mature ei? ehehe:) Well, batang bata pa naman kami.eheheh.:) CJ dropped me and Bora at smb and we ate at mcdo. *mmmmmm* twister fries and hot fudge. yummmeh.:) Can't wait for Abby's day tomorrow. :) Reggae mode. Bob Marley look.ehehe :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Then it Began

2005-10-28T14:15:00.000+08:00

*Woohoo* Sem - Break officially started. How fun. :) Medyo bitin but 10 days out from school..that's good.ehehe:)
Last Wednesday we removed the Vietnamese facade of our classroom. And we also had a new seating arrangement. Lamig sa upuan ko.ehehe:)
Yesterday was fun. Though we still had school. We had a program in the gym. The winners from Sabayan, Reader's Theater performed. [Animo!] *Woohoo* Staring at the baby sleeping moments.ahaha:) The winners from the activities were announced. And luckily, we won. It was so unexpected but it was so much fun. We were wondering why our president was down the bleachers. Even he, had no idea why he was there. And thankfully, we won first place in the Best Costume from the whole High School. *whew* That was breathe taking. *Woohoo* Vietnam.ehehe:) Kahit natalo kami sa Sabayan. Reader's Theater and World Heritage. OK lang din.ehehe:) We are also excempted for our first quiz in Social.[which is 35 items by the way] *Woohoo* :) Social class was also fun. We discussed ideal versus real. It was so interesting that I didn;t want it to end. Yesterday was fun. I like it. :)

Many plans for this sem - break. *woohoo* :)
Looking forward to it.

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Small Boxes

2005-10-23T15:53:00.000+08:00

*yael*

*gosh*

*armo*

*chris*

*spongecola*

so cute aren't they? got this from someone's blog. http://www.unchain3d.com/hellvean/?page_id=10

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Pushed to the Limits

2005-10-22T17:59:00.000+08:00

Past few days
-Preparing for Sabayan
-Preparing for World Heritage: Vietnem
-Preparing for Reader's Theater
-Preaparing for Book thingy:Miss Saigon

What we did today:
-Made our classroom look like a Nipa hut.
-Practiced for Sabayan
-Made props
-Went in and out of the school
-CRAMMED

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Mga Nasisilayan na Kasiyahan

2005-10-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

Finally.*woohoo*Exams are over.*dance*ehehe:)
Oct 12 - English.Social
Oct 13 - Science.Cle
Oct 14 - Filipino.Math

After the exams.Kara.Ronald.Bora.Paolo.Joe.Patty and I went to redbox.ehehe:) Ang ingay. Nasa malayu palang masusundan na ang mga boses.Di ba Joe?haha:) After we went to Glorietta to watch a move.And while we were walking..guess who we say..Champ's brother. Tangkad.Gwapo pa.Sobra.Chino is his name.I think.:) So we watched Corpse Bride.:) Then after that we hung out at Starbucks.Actually infront.Coz we saw Chino again.ehehe:) I think we were too obvious.haha:)So yah.After we said goodbye to him.haha:) *asa* So yah.We went around.Looked around.Bought some stuff.:) Later that night.ehehe:) Hale was outside G4.
They sang
- Take No.
- Here Tonight.
- Fix You.
- Broken Sonnet.
- The Day You Said Goodnight.
- Kahit Pa.[with Hallelujah intro]ehehe:)

So Kara and I watched them while Joe and Bora were inside the mall. Luckily, Bora saw her Boom.mmm.Labrusca!ehehe:) Meanwhile.Kara and I were eager to meet Hale.So we decided to go inside the grills??ehehe:) We were able to eh c kuya jr/bouncer..ayaw eh.Sayang lang ung paghintay.We also met a kapwa Haler.ehehe:) Nung malapit na sila umalis..Joe and Bora also went outside with us. We followed Champ.Patungo na ata sila sa parking.ehehe:) Luckily..we were able to have a pic with the. Ako kahit kay Champ lang masaya na rin aku. Si Kara pati kay Chino meron din.Coz he was there too.Phew! Whatta day,:D I LOVE it! :D Regalo ba ito dahil budbud sa pagod nung exams?ehehe:) Salamat! :) haha:)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Word for the day:Dungaw

2005-10-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Oh my!ehehe:) Exams na ulit next week.Haaay.Sana lang makapagaral ako ng mabuti.Good thing I already made cle reviewer.3 pa quizzes sa monday.Good luck nalang sa science.leche.The pt for social..*sighs*sana lang talaga.An I'm not really happy with my long tests results.*sahnapp*Gonna start studying tomorrow.Susubukang bumawi sa pt.

Today.We had the rosary procession. Also we had an off campus activity.So we just had like 3 subjects?!?lucky ei?ehehe:)*shooga dance* We also celebrated Joe's birthday.But the real date is on Mon.Oct 10.:) Advance Joez.ehehe:) We watched a movie.paikot ikot.And oh..bought a mood ring.So kewl pare.:)ehehe:)

Nilalabas nalang ang lahat ng pagod.depression.kalngkutan.kasiyahan.sa pamaraan ng pagsusulat.:)

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Mga tanong sa isipan

2005-10-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

Bakit pag tayo'y nahuhulog, sigurado ba tayong ito'y pag-ibig? Sigurado ba tayong mahal din tayo ng ating iniibig? Ngunit, sino bang nagsabing ang pag-ibig ay dapat sigurado? Di natin maiiwasan na ang ating looban ay mahulog. Minsan nasisiyahan ngunit kadalasan ay umiiyak. Nagluluha tayo dahil ang ating mahal ay nasa kamay ng iba o sadyang hindi lang tayo mahal. Nakatulala tayo sa kalawakan, iniisip lamang siya. Nakadungaw sa ating bintana, ninanais na siyang makta. Masakit man isipin ang lahit ng ito, ngunit di ba natin naiisip na baka sa kabila lahat ng ito ay may nagmamahal din sa atin? Di ba natin naisip na baka may nasasaktan tayong iba sa ating gawain? Tulad ng pagtakbo sa ating kaibigan? Di ba natin naisip na baka lumuluha ang puso niya dahil tayo'y lumuluha para sa iba? Di ba natin naiisip na sa tuwing tayoy'y lumuluha para sa kanya ay may lumuluha din para sa atin? Di ba natin naiisip na baksa sa tuwing tayo'y nalulungkot at umiiyak ay merong handang tumakbo upang mapawai lang ang ating mga luha? Baka sa kabila ng ating pagiyak ay may maghahanap din sa atin? May nagiisip? May nagaalala? at lumuluha din? Baka naman di natin napapansin na sadyang manhid lang tayo? sadyang makasarili? Minsan din naman ito'y nagbibigay kaligayahan. Ngunit sigurado ba tayong mahal din tayo ng ating kasama? Sigurado ba tayong pagnakangti siya ay iyon talaga ang tunay niyang nararamdaman? Naisip niyo bang sa kabila lahat ng kasiyahan ay ito lamang ang panakip butas niya sa kanyang tunay na nararamdaman? sa kanyang galit? sa kanyang pagluluha?sa kanyang kalungkutan? Sigurado ba tayong tuwong kasama naton siya ay tayo ang nasa isipan niya? Baka naman sa lahat ng pagngiti niya sa ating panigin ay lumuluha siya sa atong paglingon? Naisip ba natin na baka tuwing gabi ay tumatakbo siya sa kamay ng tunay niyang mahal? Naisip ba natin na baka sa oras na kausap natin siya ay boses ng iba ang nais niyang marining? Tuwing nasa kamay natin siya, talaga bang tayo ang nais niyang makapiling? Naiisip ba natin ba baka dapat nalang natin siyang pakawalan dahil hindi tayo ang mahal? dahil di siya masaya sa atin? Bakit kaya di tayo matutong tumanggap? Bakit kaya natin pinipilit ang ating sarili sa hindi maari? Siya ba ang dahilan ng ating pagkasakit o baka naman sadyang sinasaktan lang natin ang ating sarili? Bakit pa tayo umiibig kung alam din nating tayo'y masasaktan? Hindi pa ba tayo sawa sa sakit? di pa ba tayo natuto? di pa ba tayo napagod? Di ba tayo pwedeng maging manhid na lamang at taksilin ang ating tunay na nararamdaman? Dapat ba kung tayo'y iibig ay pagisipan muna natin o hayaan na lamang itong mangyari? Ano ba ang dapat nating gamitin? puso ba o isipan? Makatutulong ba ang pagluha? Masasagot ba nito ang lahat ng ito? Mas makabubuti ba kung tayo'y tumakbo na lamang, magtago at hindi harapn? Hahayaan na lang ba natin na masaktan ang ating sarili o makasakit ng iba? Masgugustuhin ba nating marining ang "Mahal kita" ngunit di naman galing sa puso o marining na lamng ang katotohanan na "Hindi kita mahal"? Bago tayo umibig, tanungin kaya muna natin ang ating sarili. Ngunit importante nga ba ang mga tanong na ito?
O ang pag-ibig ay sadyang hindin nagtatanung..sumasagot lamang?

I made this. Wala kasing magawa :) So yah :) [emo mode] haha :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Nescafe Sound Skool

2005-10-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

Last Sept.24.05.We went to Ultra to watch Nescafe Sound Skool.I was with Joe and her sister.We stood in the line for 2 hours.*whoa der*. When we arrived there..at first we were scared because of the *dark sight*. But later on..when we got inside..we were relieved. First we had a free Nescafe drink.*yummeh*ehehe:) Then we procceded to our seats. The show started kinda late but it was ok. First to perform was Firelane I think. They're from la salle.:) Then another one..so on and so forth. in between the college bands performance..today's opm rock bands also perfomed. First was Orange and Lemons. Next to them was Cambio.Followed by
Kamikaze.Then Spongecola, Hale, Sugarfree,Barbie,Kitchie and ofcourse Bamboo.
[not sure abput the order though]I kept on screaming.]
[Sakit pala sa lalamunan]haha:)
The one that won was a band called Hilera. They had a different kind of music. They're preety good:)One band was so good. The voacalist sounds like Bamboo. So good pare :) ehehe:) Kulit ng mga katabi namin.ehehe:) May mga hidden talent pala ang mga rakista:) Gagaling sumayaw.haha:)

Ang extravagant nung finale.Yung Bamboo galing pang hellicopter.Then the start was like Aladin/Genuie thing.With the smoke and everything:)

For the pics.Got to multiply site. ---> http://hoopcie.multiply.com

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Dos Griyegos

2005-09-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

Today was the day. "Sophies this is it." Nakasulat sa bulletin board.ehehe:) We didn't expect to win. We hoped to..but we didin't expect. We changed our clothes. Fixed our hair and prepared pur props. Assembly at c.c. was held. The council gave us chocolate. For sugar rush?ehehe :) Time flies so fast. We were the next one to enter. During the entrance my were shaking "Eh yoh Dos!":) The gym was packed. So many visitors. We were the third performer. We did our best. :) Eventhough we didn't win..may next year pa.ehehe :) Atleast we got the 1st runner up for the cheerleaders. ehehe:) Syang nga lang ung mascot. Pero ok na din :) After. We cleande up the gym. Brought back the props to the third floor.That's preety much it. Cheering is over. Tabunan naman ng tests this week. *buntung hininga* Konting tiis nlng. Halos isang buwan nalang. Sem break na. *woohoo* ehehe :) The end.:)

September 22.05 - Buong gabing pagngingiti ko :D

Yesterday we went home Late.Around 10 30 pm. We set up the props in the gym for the cheering competion. Earlier.We finished the painting for the walls. Then.We started to bring down the letters.pillars and everything in between. Akyat baba sa gym and third floor. Our bleachers were preety plain. I got depressed at first but then I thought..ow well papel.There are still 2 years left.ehehe :) I stood on the topmost of the bleachers almost 30 mins I think.Holding the letter "I". *woohoo*.ehehe:) *roar* "thank you" haha:) The letters were there.The trojan horse.The walls.The pillars. Almost everything was done.The backdrop!*ehem*:D The mascots were practicing at the third floor. Acting workshop ei?Kewl oare.ehehe :) M-azing:) After.We went back to the hto. To take a rest. A magnificent awesomely thing happened. Ang dahilan kaya kumain ako.ehehe :) Salamat!:) Kahit pagod na pagod na ko.Buong gabi nakangiti pa rin aku *ehem* ehehe :) Jamming?!?Kwentuhan.Picture blues.:) The night was almost over *sighs* boo! But still happy.ehehe:) Tita Cora arrived.*abah* ehehe :) *ehem* cnu kya ung may pa tita tia pa.ehehe :) So yah.We went home :)

Put some Reggae in your Jeggae

2005-09-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

September 12, 2005 - Cards were given. Pwede na.ehehe :)Next quarter. Subukan talunin c juwawi.Asa pa aku.ehehe :)

September 13-16, 2005 - Parepareho lang.Study.Practice.Plus Sobra Lamig Factor sa clasroom.Yung window sobrang moist.Pati rin ung door.Kahit gawa sa wood.Moist na rin.ehehe :)

September 17, 2005
7am-4pm - I was in school.Awwww.Last Saturaday of props com.awwww.boo.
4pm-5 smthn. - Glorietta. Bora bought her watch.a *batch clap*. After, bought pik. It's better. Than the one I bought before.
6pm - Finally home.:)

Only five days left. Cheering na.Konting tiis, konting hirap, konting konti nalang.Matatapus na ang lahat ng pagud.Dugo't pawis.ehehe :)Todo practice this week.Simula Monday.Wala ng awa.ehehe :) Sana may patunguan.ehehe :)

Brownman Revival - Jeggae

Sala sa lamig, sala sa init
Tila baga may gusto kang ipahiwatig
Mga tingin mong may ibig sabihin
Mga binitawang salitang bumibitin
Halina't sunggabin ako
'Wag ka lang mahiyang gumiling sa aking piling
Hindi naman bawal gumiling sa aking piling
Hayaan mo lang dumaloy siya, baby
Kundi ka lang paliligayahan kita

Put some reggae in your jeggae (put some reggae in your jeggae)

Tila baga kinukubli
Halata naman sa'yong mga padaplis
Mga hawak mo't mga pisil
Mga binitawang salitang bumibitin
Halina't sunggabin ako
Wag ka sanang mahiyang gumiling sa aking piling
Hindi naman bawal gumiling sa aking piling
Hayaan mo lang dumaloy siya, baby
Kundi ka lang paliligayahan kita

Put some reggae in your jeggae (put some reggae in your jeggae)

'Wag na tayong magkunwari sa isa't-isa
Kung gusto mo ay gusto ko rin at gusto ko pa
Pwede nating bilisan
Pwede nating bagalan
'Wag mo lang akong pipigilan

Put some reggae in your jeggae (put some reggae in your jeggae)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Sugar Rush

2005-09-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

Today was props committee day.9am-3pm.I think everday is.Anyway.*woohoo*the walls are done.:) Boo.We didn't see Bora's star today.awwww.ehehe:)
After.We went home.Bora stayed here.We did our social project.*woohoo*It's also done.*score*:)We oredered Yellow Cab.*yummeh*I think that made us high.Or maybe the Butterfinger did.ehehe :) *suhweet*:)
Today was fun.Full of laughter and more laughter.Nasobrahan.ehehe :)
So yah.:) That was preety much my day.:)
Ow, and I finished my second song.Nung madaling araw knina.Done na.*woohoo*ehehe:)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Araw-araw sinusugal

2005-09-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

September 6 - Was able to make my first song.May chords narin.*woohoo* :)

The All - American Rejects - Your Star

She screams when I'm away
She's been gone before.
I worried all the time, why worry anymore
Now I go, away
Now I know, today

I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breathe

she, now she's all alone
Her eyes they drown in tears
Their love was meant to last
But she is blind with fear
Now I go, away
Now I know, today

Leave me be
Now I'm free
Love reflecting everything
You want space
I need you to help me see this through

There she goes x's 3

Mayonnaise - Aircon

Ang lamig, lamig dito...
O kay lamig ng aircon.

Araw-araw sinusugal,
Para lang matanaw,
at makita ang iyong mata,
na nakatingin sa iba.

O kay lamig, lamig dito...
O kay lamig, lamig-lamig, mo.

Sa iba?
Sa iba?
Ano ba ang meron sila?
Sa iba.

*Thanks for introducing me these song Bora.ehehe :)

The one with bold lines..sakit noh?right through your heart.ehehe :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Dumadalas ang minsan

2005-08-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

It's been a, might I say..somehow a "fun" week. The main reason?nothing much was done.School work?none of that much.Just a bunch of activities.

22 - Friendship day. Happy day.ehehe :) Letters?letter actually. haha :)
23 - Outreach day. regular classes. *boo*
24 - Parents Day. Preety fun. Specially after that. The flower and..haha :)
25 - Alumni Day. Yeah. The one with.Yes, that one.haha :)
26 - Feast of St. Augustine. The practice inside the classroom was fun.ehehe. :) After.Went to Glorietta.Just me and Bora. *Nababasa sa ulan* haha :) Watched Sisterhood of the traveling pants. Preety nice. Wanted to watch Longest Yard too.But its ok.Some other time.
27 - Sabayan practice.
28 - Nothing much. Saw Bora's lemon.Yes him.Saw him yesterday too.ehehe :) Right?Bora saw Boom at ATC.Lucky girl.haha :)No classes tomorrow. *woohoo* salamat sa mga bayani.ehehe :)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Whipple Scrumptious Fudgemallow Delight

2005-08-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was..Bora's birthday.Hope you had fun.At some point or another.Kahit di mo siya nakita kahapon.Ok lang yan.Atleast you saw him THRICE last Friday.ehehe:)Bora*ehem*[i maen Macor].Macor.Joe and I watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.:) So kewl! I like it! :) ehehe :) *Willy Wonka Willy Wonka*:)The Wonka bars seem tobe delicious.I want some.It was awesomely magnificently terrific.ehehe:)And the oompa I think.Not sure.The little people.So funny.With the syncronized choeography with matching singing.Musical ei.ehehe:) So yah.that's preety much it.:)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Liwanag kang dagling sumilaw saking mga mata

2005-08-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

Umagang umaga.*Picture-Picture**Bora.birthday ngayun at bukas**15 today.16 tomorrow*Nice one dude.In school today was Father's birthday.*Dungaw sa bintana* I like the bubbley plus rainy plus windy music-videoy-effect.ehehe :)Well after, Glorietta.To celebrate Bora's bday.*Yellow Cab*After.*Bewitched*So yah.Preety much that.*Clarie.Kailangan tumawa mag-isa sa sinehan?Kailangan atakihin ng Asthma?*ehehe :)Last stop.Tower Records.:)Bora.Happy awesomely magnificently terrificaly day today huh?Saw him thrice dude.*Take Note.THRICE*:) Too lucky dude.And maybe tomorrow too.:) ehehe:)

BOra.Song for you.We both know why.haha:)*ehem*

Spongecola - Una

muli namang umihip sa akin
ang hangin ng pagiisa
liwanag kang dagling sumilaw
sa aking mga mata

linilingon, sinusundan
dumadalas ang minsan
ika'y naryan, abot tanaw
kahit walang dahilan

maiiwasan ba
ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip ko
(maiiwasan bang)
ngayo'y lilipas ng hindi kita nasisilayan
(magkamali sa'yo)
nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na
(maiiwasan bang)
lalong mahulog sa iyo

walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong linikha
putulin man ang tali ay sadyang walang kawala

sa pagkaakit, at di paglapit
nananalangin, at umaasang

maiiwasan ba
ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip ko
(maiiwasan bang)
ngayo'y lilipas ng hindi kita nasisilayan
(magkamali sa'yo)
nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na
(maiiwasan bang)
lalong mahulog sa iyo

hindi padadala
hinding hindi padadala
hindi padadala

*ehem*see the bold lines?*ehem* :) ehehe:)

Different genres, different emotions, different approaches, one PASSION. :)

Sinung di mapapasayaw sa ULAN?

2005-08-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

It's was a rainy day today.Actually,still a rainy day.*Bagyong Gorio..wala ka bang balak umalis?ehehe*:) It was kinda cozy.ehehe :) P.T. next week.Haaaayyyy.Time flies so fast, huh? *Magsesecond grading na.Before you know it..summer na ulit.Tas 3rd yr na.Tas graduating na tas College na tas working na..[no clarie no.too much?ehehe :)]*Today was preety ok.There's such thing as a "cellphone lounge" inside the classroom.*bandang side namin*ehehe :)

Sabayang Pagbigkas?Kahit paanu..progressing naman.ehehe :)

Went home preety wet today.*Sarap maligo sa ulan* *sings ULAN*
*Woohoo*Medyo kuha ko ung I-you.Salamat kay Toch.*ehem* I mean CHECHE.ehehe :)

Instrumento

2005-07-31T01:45:00.000+08:00

Atlast.I already have a GUITAR[ang instumentong matagal ko nang inaakit].And it's black one.Bought it from RJand costs me 1700[not ba].I'm so HAPPEH!ehehe :)

My Bubbles

2005-07-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

We went out today after school.A lil redbox.greenbelt.g4 to watch a movie.and guess who we saw.*ehem* hint hint *mmmmm.BOra*Masyado ba niyang nahalata?ehehe :) funneh bunneh.:)Ow.and yeah.Saw the GEMINI video already.*PEHRTY*ahlikeit!Thanks to redbox.*clarie.tama bang manuod ng tv sa loob nung room?dun ka na lang sa labas.*ehehe :)Yeah.It was preety much tiring and Glorietta was packed man.and i mean really.x.x Going home.Had a little Mcdo.A little sundae.A little fries*mmm.yummeh* :)

*now my other slipper is lost.SPONGEBOB!bat moko tinataguan.nakayapak tuloy ang aking isang paa.nakuryenta pa.e-enjot enjot ka kasi aguilar* ehehe :)

Ma just arrived from Hong Kong.and we've got Havaianas.Thanks Ma.We love it! <3

Gemini

2005-07-23T23:47:00.001+08:00

Fell in love with this song.Same with the video.Romeo and juliet concept?Nice! :) Yanny as Romeo?Nice! :)

Spongecola - Gemini

Come a little closer
Flicker and flight
We'll have about an ich's space
But I'm here
I can breathe in
What you breathe out

Let me know if I'm doing this right
Let me know if my grip's too tight
Let me know if I can stay all of my life
Let me know if dreams can come true
Let me know if this one's yours too
Coz I see it
and I feel it right here
and I feel you right here

The vacuous night
Steps aside to give meaning
To gemini's dreaming
The moon on its back
and the seemingly
Veiled room's lit
By the same star